"You brought colors in my life.Yes you!"
Assalamualaikum :)
Dear Love,
I'm sorry if I didn't spent time with you...
No that I don't want..
It is because.. I'm just too busy with school stuffs and etc..
I know you are angry,disappointed and mad at me...
Yeah about the yesterday...
Not that I did it on purpose...
While I was almost finishing my school works..
Suddenly my hand phone screen went blank..
I hope you forgive me...
I'm sorry for making you jealous...
and for making you insecure...
I'm still not sure why are you insecure....
because.. I'm just not a good girl for you...
I have never showed you love..
I have never showed you care..
I have never spent time with you...
Not even on our 1st monthsary...
This is me...
When I'm busy...
I tend to ignore everything...
That's why my ex always dumped me..
Too busy even for a short meet up...
I told you...
I would never be a good girlfriend for you...
But I just want you to know...
I love you so much..
I'm just to scared to show you that I really love you and care for you...
because..I'm just too scared that you gonna break my heart...
But I really hope you are gonna be my last...
You understand me well..
You always advice me when I'm down..
You always prevent me from slashing my wrist..
Thank you love..
Its okay if you can't wait for me...
Its okay if you leave me for other girls...
because I understand...
No one love to wait...
:)
But I really hope...
You will stay by my side forever...
Your love,
MISS BAMBAM